so Delriza is like, super self-conscious which is why she does the whole OVERDRAMATIC AND COOL thing, because if she's this SUPER DETACHED CUSTODIAN OF UNREALITY then nobody will think of her of anything but 'that cool dream train lady'
she always still wanted people to actually like her, and got upset when people didn't, but it wasn't that huge of a deal until Tiamat happened. it happened right after the zombie game and her first thought was THEY'RE GOING TO FIND OUT ABOUT IT AND HATE ME FOREVER but then they did and...questioned her a bit but otherwise it turned out fine. then dere happened and she started actually getting a lot more hurt when people disliked her because she was trying SO HARD TO BE A GOOD PATRON NOW
BUT THEN DIAMOND SHOWED UP and everything was good until she...found out about that game...and Diamond hating her for it was SUPER DEVASTATING. she didn't really know what to do or how to handle it, but then Diamond started warming up to her and it actually made her a lot more confident, since Tiamat especially was actually aware of how much of an uncool loser she is so she felt it was something that happened on her own merit instead of DREAM TRAVELER CRED
SO SHE REALLY LIKED DIAMOND, for being someone who came to actually like and care about her despite her being 1. kind of terrible 2. a huge nerd. she misses her as much as she'd miss any other member of Tiamat, but her being gone has a bit more of an impact because she doesn't have that reminder of 'you are actually a decent person that people like to be around'
I LIKE PLAYING WITH YOU because your characters are just really fun to bounce off of. LIKE REALLY, EVEN SHIT like that nightingale/sunstone thread where she just noped out was gold to me. I feel like you just in general tend to put a lot of ~*FUN ENERGY*~ into your rping which okay sounds like some dumb shit I just made up but IT'S SUPER TRUE
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so Delriza is like, super self-conscious which is why she does the whole OVERDRAMATIC AND COOL thing, because if she's this SUPER DETACHED CUSTODIAN OF UNREALITY then nobody will think of her of anything but 'that cool dream train lady'
she always still wanted people to actually like her, and got upset when people didn't, but it wasn't that huge of a deal until Tiamat happened. it happened right after the zombie game and her first thought was THEY'RE GOING TO FIND OUT ABOUT IT AND HATE ME FOREVER but then they did and...questioned her a bit but otherwise it turned out fine. then dere happened and she started actually getting a lot more hurt when people disliked her because she was trying SO HARD TO BE A GOOD PATRON NOW
BUT THEN DIAMOND SHOWED UP and everything was good until she...found out about that game...and Diamond hating her for it was SUPER DEVASTATING. she didn't really know what to do or how to handle it, but then Diamond started warming up to her and it actually made her a lot more confident, since Tiamat especially was actually aware of how much of an uncool loser she is so she felt it was something that happened on her own merit instead of DREAM TRAVELER CRED
SO SHE REALLY LIKED DIAMOND, for being someone who came to actually like and care about her despite her being 1. kind of terrible 2. a huge nerd. she misses her as much as she'd miss any other member of Tiamat, but her being gone has a bit more of an impact because she doesn't have that reminder of 'you are actually a decent person that people like to be around'
I LIKE PLAYING WITH YOU because your characters are just really fun to bounce off of. LIKE REALLY, EVEN SHIT like that nightingale/sunstone thread where she just noped out was gold to me. I feel like you just in general tend to put a lot of ~*FUN ENERGY*~ into your rping which okay sounds like some dumb shit I just made up but IT'S SUPER TRUE